spineless

i wont see my dear friends as much
male friends especially ill no longer be in touch
ill change my hobbies to match yours

ill stop reading my favorite books
i wont spend all this selfish time alone
ill cater to you and hang on your every word

ill be subservient and spineless
ill lick your boots as empty shell
ill be opinion-less and silent
ill be the prettiest appendage to ever lose herself

ill redefine self-sacrifice
live my life as apologetic compromise
i know you’d leave if i rocked the boat

i feel this, truly proclaimed, will help the curbing of this tendency
i know this sharing of shame will ensure that i wont forget myself so easily

ill be low maintenance and agreeable
i will not talk about my dreams so much
ill listen to you for hours, wont need for anything

hohohohoho…
any comment?
apa ya?
feodal banget?
pa mang harusnya gitu?

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