philophobia
philophobia,,,
fear of being in love or falling in love,,,
ada ga sih orang yang beneran philophobia?
he..bukan mo bahas itu sih,
bis liat2 koleksi di TILENI.
ada chicklit philophobia.
dah lama belinya,
waktu long weekend di malang.
padahal pilihan ade sendiri,
tapi blom baca smua.
biasa lah,
liat cover "aneh",
baca resensi,
baca depannya,
baca akhirannya,
kalo dah ketebak ceritanya,
yawda, simpen.
khas ade kalo baca chicklit.
ga niat bgt ya,
tp ya gimana,
kalo mang ga bisa nebak critanya ya ade baca ko, dari awal mpe akhir,
diulang malah kalo suka ;p
tp ada yg ade suka dari philophobia ini,
ada kata2 yang…
liat de:
"Nothing. im not trying to pull anything here. just to tell you..
that .. im..in love with you.."
"..gosh, ive been in love with you for quite a while now.
ive been keeping it inside for quite a while now.
and its not juat a brotherly love or a friendly love or even anything between..
its nothing like that!
believe me, its nothing like that.
i mean, i really love you..
i really really love you.."
"semus semata karena..all of these feelings that im having for you."
"..and its okay, you dont have to say anything.
ive been figuring this out for quite a long while now.
i dont expect you to answer me in just two seconds.
i know this is totally twisted, scary all at the same time for the both of us.
not anything that even anyone could comprehend. but yet sadly, its true.
its there..sorry"
ah, banyak ngt.
tp ngap ade tulis ya?
ko eneg sendiri?
dulu waktu pertama kali baca ade lagi fall in love kaleee ;p
hayo ngaku…
loh, tp kalo gt, brarti skarang ade dah ga polinlop lagi gt?
yA GA TAU…
kali ya masih, tp kalo siklus tu lagi turun gt…
iya ga?
iya kali ya…
tadi ketemu…
bukan KETEMU sih, NGELIAT mungkin lebih tepat.
masih seperti biasa…
ga bisa ga noleh 2 kali..
tp ya..udah, cuma gt doang.
dianya juga seperti biasa.
ga ngeliat gueh!!!
kesian bgt…
ade masih mungkin ketemu ma dia…
so what gitu lowh!!!
mang mo ngap?
masi mood ta, senyum, nyapa, whatever?
ade ga tau de,
ya jujur sih, masi ga-tau-apalah-namanya.
tp yg jelas ade ga tau mo dikemanain ni?
ga jelas gini.
mo dilupain juga kayanya ga segampang yg ade kira deh,
buktinya, dr blog yg keberapa coba ade dah bilang mutung2 gt,
tp buktinya ada lagi ada lagi blog yg bercerita ttg dia!!!!
alah, lagunya too phat.
"dua dunia kita berbeda,,,"
ya ya,,,orangnya tuh perfect bgt, too good to be true bahkan, not of this earth,,,
eat your heart out to that!
mmm, inggris vs portugal ni.
nonton ah.
bis ini deh.
mo jujur, jujur..bgt.
mungkin yg bikin ga ilang2,
soalnya dalem hati ada unsur penasaran juga ya?
ya bharap dia jg.
soalnya ade juga kadang suka gr..
tp ya, mnurut survey ade sendiri sih…
gr-nya org fall in love kdg tlalu berlebihan,
ga slalu bener.
ya ada kali benernya.
tp dikiiiit…
tu juga ga da yg jamin bener.. ;p
for you,
maybe sometime,
somehow,
you read this blog,
you know what i feel…
apa ya?
alah,
ya teserah de..mo ngap.
le juga ga ngerti…
inggris vs portugal…
